Stream of Thoughts

Life seems to be back onto a better track as summer holiday begins. It was actually great to get the big project done. The only regret was that no formal evaluation was carried through. I am wondering if my effort was so miscellaneous.

A very lonely beginning of a not so easy year. The book of luck said I have offended the God of the year, and I am destined to poor luck. This book is rather true because I managed to get very sick and broke up with my bf in just a few days. I think I have also offended some good friends. What's more, luck at work is no good. I wonder how I am to get on... No New Year Resolution for fear that nothing could be resolved.

How can one maintain a good balance among work, family and relationship? In terms of control and management, i guess work is the easiest to manage. There are always things on the list that you have to do. After all that is done, it is already the end of the day where nothing much could be concerned. Relationship is kind of tough because it involves two persons. As long as the statues of the two persons are on the similar level, there is all to negotiate. If conversation flows freely, the couple can at the least understand each other. Perhaps they can reach a consent if there is a problem. Although happiness cannot be guaranteed at its optimal, there is a chance to understand and to be understood. Family is tricky. It is the first "social" circle of a human life. It could cast a lot of influence to a person. There are so much influence that one can't even understand why they exist. As the first-person of the experience, one can't judge whether if they are right or wro

Feeling rather speechless with everything that is happening. There so many happening at work and in relationship that I am incapable of reacting, or even to describe with words.